Let it Out!

advent.2011.#1:fairytale.of.new.york

2011-12-01T22:04:00.002Z

Since it is the 1st of December, that means another 24 days to Christmas, why not countdown to Christmas with my favourite Christmas songs. One a day, let's see how far I can go with this.

Let's kick it off with Fairytale of New York by The Pogues and Kirsty MacColl is one of my all time favourite Christmas song since I first heard it in 2001. I like how clever this song was written, the differnt tempo and style. The crudeness of it, yet, there is something about this song in the beautiful city of New York.

Bittersweetness they say...

It is different no doubt.

Click here for lyrics.

december.2011

2011-12-01T21:36:00.000Z

December... Where did the year went?!

mind.blogging

2011-06-29T22:56:00.001+01:00

Yeap you read that right.

Many times I do wonder if anyone has ever thought of creating some way for your thoughts that you want to post in your blog to be drafted out, then when we have the chance, to edit it before publishing.

You know the times when you lie in bed just before you fall asleep, the times when you are doing your chores or running your errands.

The things that are on your mind when you are driving, or even when you are emotionally charged with passion, enthusiasm, or even anger.

So many times I wished there was some way that this could happen. Then there will be more posting.

I'll get there somehow. Someday possibly.

In the meantime, as always you'll just have to wait for me to sit down in front of the computer or like now posting this from my mobile on the train home.

Perhaps it is as good an idea.

Or perhaps a chance to try out the Android voice recording function, which I will blog about the fantastic function one of these days.

bright.talented.young.writers

2011-06-09T21:25:00.002+01:00

I enjoy listening to Radio 2 when I am in the car. And I have some exciting to share with you today.

Last Friday on my way to work, I was listening to The Chris Evans Breakfast Show. That morning, Chris was broadcasting live from the Hay Festival (of Literature & Arts).

At the beginning of the year, Radio 2 ran a competition asking children under the age of 13 to submit a 500 words essay.

And on Friday, I had the pleasure of listening to the following story, Charlotte Johnson, written by Kerry Maxwell (age 12), and read by the singer Alexandra Burke.

All credits to Kerry Maxwell:

Charlotte Johnson
By Kerry Maxwell, age 12

Charlotte Johnson. That name crosses any persons lips. She is a household name known by everyone.

Charlotte was thirteen when her dream came true.

Dramatic and creative was Charlotte in her early life. She had always known her name was to be known across the world, her voice recognised anywhere. Singing and acting and dancing meant everything to her and now her chance had finally come!

Thanks to the local talent show, she could almost taste sweet victory upon her lips.

Nervously waiting in the wings, Charlotte gripped her monologue and song sheet. She felt so tense and nervous. Sweat was pouring from her forehead, the palms of her hands like a tropical jungle damp and warm. But how long was she meant to feel like this? She was the last act to perform!

With six acts ahead of her, she decided to walk outside for some fresh air. As she slipped out of the dark wooden door, her legs trembled.

Immediately, Charlotte felt the cool breeze of the evening hit her. The moonlit velvet blanket above her seemed to be hiding something, like a secret. Tiny little diamonds dotted the sky in odd places. They looked like little pairs of eyes, slyly staring at her. The darkness of the night felt private to Charlotte, and strangely, she liked it. Comparing it to the heated, busy community centre, the stillness of the night was so much more peaceful, so much more relaxing, so much more quiet. She walked down the gravel pathway. And walked. And walked. Her soft, satin ballet shoes tentatively touched the ground. She felt as if she was flying, a delicate little fairy fluttering far away. Amidst her final dance practice beams of yellow light caused her to squint. Her pale skin shone in the light, her dark hair seemed to glow. Then, it went out.

The gentle shine of the bare moon reflected the colour of the car. A silver convertible. Slick, smooth and special was this car. Then, a voice rose up from the car into the sky a deep American accent Hello there, I'm Blake Wethersfield from Starry Eyed. It's a talent agency. I'm on my way to Ribby Talent Show or I am supposed to be. I'm lost. And I'm hoping you can tell me the way seeing as you're taking part!

Erm how did you know? came the strong, clear voice of Charlotte.

Name tag he pointed. So where do I go? Hop in! Blake smiled.

Charlotte grinned. She opened the door and drove off.

That night, at nine thirty, the whole of England knew Charlotte Johnson. By that time the next morning, so did the whole world.

Although Charlotte was not a dancer, or a singer, or a movie star, she had her own television programme.

It was called:

Charlotte Johnson: The Girl who never came Home.

I was moved by how well the story was written by a 12 year old. Unfortunately Kerry did not win in her category (10 to 12 year olds) but was runner up in the competition.

Still, I was very impressed by Kerry’s writing. I somewhat previously had the "privilege" of reading some English speaking country college students' essays / assignments and was appalled at how poor those works were, and way below the standard this young girl and others in the competition wrote.

I don't claim to write very well and would definitely take inspiration from these young children to improve on my writing.

Other winning essays are available from the Radio 2 500 words website.

Enjoy!

happy.duanwu.jie

2011-06-06T00:25:00.003+01:00

My take on Zong Zi 粽子 or dumplings. It's been a long time since I made this. To be fair this is my second time making them on my own. The wraping and tying up can be improved with practice. You Tube provided some help too to refresh my mind.

I used the Savoury Dumpling with Black Eyed Peas recipe from my trusty Malaysian recipe website, Kuali.com. The dumplings were tasty on its own.

For more info on Duanwu Jie 端午节 click here or here for Wikipedia entry.

but.mostly

2011-05-31T18:19:00.004+01:00

You've got to admire the Weegie sense of humour.

when.protocol.is.NOT.quintessential

2011-05-25T23:13:00.002+01:00

It is not a question of when but a statement of the matter. And my view is that not all "protocol" (fingers movement included!) is quintessential.

Nope, sorry to disappoint you.

It is not the be all and end all when it suits you, or to your liking. Plus, if you had had a good look at what I had said, I don't think my view or concerns as worded by you, "suggest that you haven't thought through the decision or action you made".

It was merely my comments that we should be just and fair to all.

However, if it is a case of those who ate the chilli will feel the heat (siapa makan cili, dia rasa pedas), is there something else you are trying to tell me?

So before we burn anymore bridges before building them, it is not a good idea to be fair to everyone concerned?

But if we are going to bulldoze everything in our path because we want something to suit us and to put others in bad light, whether factual or not, we better think of the consequences before telling me what is protocol and what is not.

I'm sure you have your reasons but I am not going to be quiet on this with you telling me my concerns are outwith protocol!

By the way, your concerns and comment on protocol (in this situation) has just lost my respect, at least for now.

~ Yes-la I'm annoyed. >:(

the.transformation.continues

2011-05-23T23:21:00.013+01:00

Exciting times!!!

Remember a few weeks back (or a few posts back since the lack of posts), I did a wee change to my blog design?

After spending some time playing with the design over the weekend and fine tuning it, I am please to share with you my latest blog design!

I hope you like it! *beams*

Now, I'll just need to try to start blogging more again.

one.for.the.boleh-land

2011-05-18T01:04:00.005+01:00

Was snooping around on the internet trying to find out about the luxury coach that travels between KL (Kuala Lumpur) and Singapore. So I headed on to Aeroline's website.

Besides the fantastic service and product that Aeroline provides, extra point should be given to Aeroline's courteous and well explained FAQ.

However, I can't help but sharing this. Only in Malaysia...

Screenshot from Aeroline

...don't think you'll see this on Megabus' website.

My respect to Aeroline for explaining this to folks that needed common courtesy explained to them delicately.

Prices seemed reasonable too. Will let you know if we do get on their buses one of these days.

one.day.karma.will.get.you

2011-05-15T18:31:00.003+01:00

I was sitting in the car in Tesco this afternoon trying to pair my new phone to the car's system, just minding my own business. A Honda Civic pulled into the space beside me to my left. Parking askewed and trying to get out of his car, the driver just open his door real hard into my passenger-side door.

I heard his partner mutter something to him. I got out and said "that was a bit rough isn't it?" And he gave me the innocent look of "what do you mean?" and said something along that line. I told him that he opened his car door into my car. He blatantly tried to deny it. I told him that I saw him opening his car door into mine because I was in the car.

He knew he was wrong and tried to deny it and could only come out with a measly "shut up" before scurrying away like a balless chap.

I told him he was a prick.

What I should have told him was...
he was a prick really loudly, tell him he is a disgrace to all drivers and should blardie learn how to park his car properly. And something along the line of do himself a favour and get a legitimate driving licence!

After they left, his partner must've said something to him because when I was going into Tesco after moving my car away from parking beside such imbecile, he came out to adjust his car.

One fine day karma will get this type of liar and rude [insert explitives].

I wouldn't have been that angry if he apologised in the first place for his carelessness.

Luckily there wasn't any damage. But I was just so enraged by his lack of moral conduct.

monday.random.blues

2011-04-11T21:52:00.003+01:00

I am having one of those days.

Those my-instinct-is-telling-me-something-is-not-good-feeling day.

Perhaps I am tired.

Lack of sleep last night and the early drive down this morning.

Perhaps it is Monday.

***

I have been thinking about being honest.

I am wondering how many people really care if you are honest?

Sometimes I do wonder how much honesty does people really care?

Often times I have to remind myself to "shutup".

*sigh*

I could ~~share~~ rant on more but will reserve my breath for now.

***

A slight preview of what I am going to make tomorrow night. *smiles*

For now I want to relieve our holiday in Majorca.

spicy.and.funny

2011-04-06T20:58:00.004+01:00

As the Magners Glasgow International Comedy Festival 2011 draws to an end, I was disappointed that I only managed to catch one show out of the hundreds that was available.

And I was meant to blog about this a few weeks back but just have not come to do it.

Anyways, my gf Karen and I caught the Curry Comedy a few weeks back at Slumdog Bar & Kitchen. Reflecting on our night out, we got more than we bargained for!

The tickets were slightly more expensive on a Thursday evening compared to a Sunday lunch show. But just ever so slightly. The food was yummy, and it was good that it was buffet, so I had the chance to stuff my face further (with slight guilt). The varied spread gave us a chance to try what Slumdog could offer and they did not disappoint. Slumdog's comprehensive drinks menu easily catered for anyone, especially their list of cocktails and non-alcoholic cocktails.

Although it was a buffet meal, the food was fresh, the staff were friendly and the service was excellent.

After we had been fed and watered, the comedy commenced promptly.

This brings me to my second 'more than we bargained for'. When we booked the tickets we thought it was going to be a comedy about curry and Glasgow history. But looking back, there wasn't a joke about curry. Instead we were entertained by a compere who tried his very hardest to get the crowd, in his words "lubricated". We were a tough crowd, a "slow burner".

Unfortunately, it has been weeks and I cannot remember his name but I remembered his jokes. The same goes for our first comedian. Some of his "jokes" were a bit too much information. I have only vague memory of the second comedian. *Sorry!*

Karen and I both love our third and main act, Des Clarke with an "e". We were gob smacked, Des Clarke!

Both of us love Des - I used to listen to him when he was part of Des and Vanessa on Galaxy FM (Scotland) (which I had stopped listening to because of the lengthy advertisements); and Karen still listens to Des on Capital FM (Scotland) whom he is working with now.

We loved Des' gig and the pace of it, and thought it was a pleasant surprise.

Overall, it was a fantastic girls' night out as it was good to hang out with Karen and catch up. The pre-comedy joke of my embarrassing moment earlier in the afternoon provided a good start to the night.

Anyways, head over to the Magners Glasgow International Comedy Festival website to soak up the last of the programmes. The festival ends on Sunday 10 April. I've been on the comedy pub crawl "Stand Up Drink Up" three years ago (that long ago!) and it was a great night out.

Also, we'll be definitely going back to Slumdog Bar & Kitchen for the delicious food, lovely atmosphere and fantastic service.

Now, I better get back to catching up on my APC Diary.

the.journey.jump.started

2011-04-03T21:03:00.003+01:00

It has been on my mind for many weeks now.

Come October this year, I will begin my fifth year in my APC journey. Yep, year five.

One may ask what happened? I would say it is a combination of procrastination, deviation, and life getting into the way. In the past fours years I have changed roles at least four times and continue to count my blessings that I am still employed in the current economic climate.

After many "I will sit for my final assessment at the next session"s, I have decided to take the bull by the horns and make a decision to sit for the final assessment once and for all.

The target now is Autumn 2011.

Hence, almost the whole of last weekend was spent sitting down looking through what needs to be done to achieve this.

First, I created a programme using the final assessment week as my target. Then I identified how many competencies I need to sign off within this period. The amount of meetings and frequencies, and the targets for each of these meetings. Between meetings, a spread of to-dos for myself was included.

Although I would have had covered most of the experiences required in each competencies, I never had any of them signed off yet. I guess mainly it was due to my lack of confidence and the lack of revision.

So now (to be exact last weekend), I have thirty weeks to sign off ten mandatory competencies, six technical competencies, two optional competencies, a critical analysis to complete as well as several mock interviews to prepare.

Thirty weeks?!

I even have three and a half weeks off in that period and about two years of diary to catch up. Man, how am I going to get it all done (?!).

Twenty-nine weeks:
Too many to count topics to revise
Too many days of diary recording to catch up
Nine Supervisor Meetings
Three Counsellor Meetings
Eighteen competencies
One critical analysis
Mock interviews, etc
All to be completed and get myself ready for the Final Assessments

AAAAAAaaaaaahhhhhhh...

Wish me luck!

in.words.and.pictures

2011-03-20T21:59:00.008Z

I have been thinking for a while now about changing the blog design.

Too bad before this I haven't had thought about documenting it. It would have been nice to be able to look back and see what design I had used and how it had changed.

I believe before a recent change it had looked like this:

Then I had wanted to include photos that I had captured, ideally something that is related to the season. So I thought I start with a spring related picture (yes, I know it wasn't spring when I uploaded the picture, nothing wrong for hoping...).

For now, I will include a new header picture while I work out how to include the other changes I would like to make.

Hope you like it, whoever you are out there... if there is anyone? (I hope)

j.&.j

2011-03-12T13:09:00.005Z

Just watched Julie & Julia on DVD last night while TheOtherHalf was out with his workmates.

No surprises that I absolutely adore the movie! Love the storyline, Meryl Streep's portrayal of Julia Child, the determination of Julie Powell, lovely French-y music (my soft spot), the lurve, and the supportive loving husbands of both women.

Yes, it is total chick-flick.

Towdaaallly love it!

Plus, how can you not love a movie with food? I'm Asian after all. Food is our life and you can spot us from far because we will be the one taking photos of food at a food establishment or anywhere that food is available.

*****

Kinda inspired by the movie, I would like to one day go through all the recipes in my collection of cookbooks.

One thing I would utterly love to do, and have been thinking like forever about it, is to prepare an English Afternoon Tea, with scones, cakes, biscuits, and sandwiches.

Actually I could do it this afternoon since it is such a horrible day out there: wintery showers, rain, sleet and snow. And TheOtherHalf is in bed nursing his hangover.

But then, he would not have an appetite to eat all those food. And it is one reason I don't cook/bake as much as I would love to because there is only so much one or two of us can eat.

So I will be contented to make my first batch of scones later this afternoon: plain and cheese scones.

Watch this space!

the.light.shines

2011-02-15T17:46:00.001Z

Now that we got all the unhappy part out of the way, I have some exciting news.

Twelve New Bakes

The last time I baked in 2010 felt like forever ago. And with the lack of ~~guinea pigs~~ willing volunteers, I was apprehensive producing home bakes. No point baking for wasting.

Then one weekend I made soda bread and then I thought "why not bake 12 things I have not make before"?

And so one of my new project to the To Do List 2011 will be "twelve new bakes".

One new thing a month, should be easy peasy right? Cupcakes, cakes and muffins of all variants should not be counted (because I have made them in the past), but I suspect I might bend the rules. So watch this space!

Scout Adult Training

I have started my Scout Adult Training last week, Module 1: Essential Training and another tonight, Module 3: Tools for the Job.

I will need to have a look at the whole programme and see how am I going to complete the 37 modules in three years to get my wood badge.

I’m really looking forward to this!

RICS APC

And on the note of training, I will have to touch on the dreaded APC Training.

Well, it is unfair to call it "dreaded", even though it is "dreaded" because it feels like it is taking forever. But I have only myself to blame.

Anyways, after going for my Adult Training Module 1 and see how easy it can be to complete a module, I was thinking, to make the APC work for me (and hopefully something I can devise and be useful for future candidates), I will need to break down the APC competencies into smaller modules and goals for me to achieve.

To do that, I will have to put aside time and sort myself out. Wish me luck and I hope to continue to blog about my APC again soon.

I will keep it short for now. Hopefully in the next few posts I will talk about my Scout involvement, my other projects or things that I have been doing. Do leave a comment so that I know that there is someone out there reading my rambles.

Btw, a wee update on my One Hundred Mails Project...
2-98 Birthday Card
3-97 Birthday Card
4-96 Birthday Card
5-95 30th Birthday Card

dealing.with.life

2011-02-15T17:04:00.001Z

Many times I wished that the mind can do the blogging replacing the need to type things out. But until such ability exists I will just have to make time to write a post.

January 2011 has been a very challenging month for me. It was not the finances or the mood dip after the Christmas and New Year holidays, or void that my family left since their visit.

I would so love to indulge you with my woes but I will spare you the details.

All I know was that many times my secondary school Chemistry teacher's famous words of "don't ask and just accept" reminded me that is how life can be.

It was hard to accept the things that you are not convinced were necessary; or that you know was wrong; or that when you speak up it seems no one is listening. Those were the times when you wished you did not say anything. But then you (or in this case I) struggled.

I struggled because my mind was fighting with itself.

Do this, but it is not acceptable.

Don't do this, and you can't accept that decision or that is not how you work.

Is it better to be that person who just sit quietly there and show no emotions of agree or disagree? Which then makes that either this person does not care or the go with the flow person? And when he/she disappears from the scene everyone is shocked because he/she has been an OK-(wo)man? Or maybe no one even noticed?

Anyways, the constant fighting and (close to literally) head banging onto the wall drove my stress levels up and perhaps at some point I was depressed.

I don't know who to trust or who to say anything to. I even become sceptical about the support that is available. The ones that I lean on when I need them, they all seem so far away.

I was emotional, and I was mind and emotionally tired.

I was here but I wasn't here.

I was lost and would rather be away than facing reality.

Now, I am not sure how I manage to escape those thoughts at the moment. So far I am ok when I don't have to deal with certain situations or maybe even certain people. But you can only run so far and fight so much, eventually you will have to face it and deal with it.

As cliché as it sounds that it is all about "attitude", I would like a big spoonful of that to keep me going.

Until then, let me enjoy the low fighting days and thank you for your patience in this undoubtedly negative post.

one.hundred.mails.project

2011-01-10T00:18:00.004Z

In my previous post I listed some things I would like to do in the new year. And first on my list is the One Hundred Mails Project.

In a time where people don't send enough mails in the post and forwarding emails as a sign of they are still alive and thinking of you, I thought why not support the mailing service and spend a little time writing to people. Of course, wouldn't it be nice to receive a mail in the post that is not a bill asking for you to stump up your money, or worst, junk mail to 'The Occupier'.

It does seem like a mean feat one mail in every ~~3.65 days~~ 3.56 days, less than 2 mails a week!

TheOtherHalf's initial reaction is "imagine the postage!"

Perhaps I can keep a record of the postage too to see how much it would cost my little project.

Ideally it would be good to send 365 mails but lets start with a more manageable target.

In this One Hundred Mails Project, mails are sent to individuals and not organisations.

To start this project, I will be posting a Wedding Congratulations Card to a colleague down south who what-are-the-chances is the wife of a very old college friend. Such a small world!

Hopefully I am more organised to be sending out birthday cards and other seasonal and celebration cards.

Here goes...
1-99 Wedding Congratulations Card

to.do.2011

2011-01-09T23:55:00.003Z

Not long into the new year I was bored.

So I thought of a list of things that I would love to do this year.

Some of the things I would like to do are:

#1. One hundred mails
#2. Learn how to make jewellery
#3. Sugar craft (human)
#4. Take a course / class
#5. Scrapbooking
#6...

Of course, there are the other things that I need to do too:

a. Sit for my RICS Final Assessment
b. with that, I will need to draft out my Critical Analysis soon
c. Complete some of my Cub Leader training modules

However, the would like to do list will any day be more interesting and more appealing than the have to do list.

Thus I need to find a balance in achieving them all in the next 356 days. Fingers crossing... crossing rather hard.

Watch this space!

hogmanay.2011

2010-12-31T16:10:00.005Z

As the year draws to a close at midnight, another year begins. A year of hope, dreams and plans to look forward to.

2010 has been a rather eventful year...
...I became an aunt to the lovely Emma and visited the U.S of A for the first time!

...TheOtherHalf bought a new flat and we decorated the place together, which was a huge learning curve in our relationship

...I became more involved with work, learning more and understanding a little more; corporately; globally; CSR-ly (Corporate Social Responsibility) and travelled quite a bit for work

...Corporately, I enjoy my field work with the Environment sector

...Globally, I've travelled around The Netherlands and met many colleagues from our Dutch Operation Companies

...CSR-ly, participated and climbed my first Munro ~ Ben Wyvis raising funds for WaterAid and organised an auction raising over £1,700 for UN-HABITAT

...completed my one year service for the local Cubs group and still going strong, with a recent promotion to Cub Scout Leader

...attended my first Hen Night and Scottish Wedding of Mr & Mrs Stirling and it was a blast!

...spent 15.5 hours in the car, when it is typically a 2.5-3 hours Monday morning commute, with most of the 13 hours parked up on the M80!

...had my family over for Christmas and New Year

In 2011, some of the things I am looking forward to are...

...welcoming a new member to the family ~ a brother in law!

...going home for the happy occasion and seeing family and friends and Emma again

...sit my RICS Final Assessment in Spring 2011 (need to get Critical Analysis started if I really want to do it)

...and so many things to plan for and achieve.

So, as the new year begin with 365 days of potential and possibilities, happy new year and may 2011 be better than 2010!

snow.snow.snoooooww!

2010-12-01T12:39:00.001Z

It had started to snow in Glasgow last Friday, but the snow had started a week before in the North East of Scotland.

There is something about the snow that makes me excited. Perhaps not growing up with snow is one of the reasons. The other could be because of the white blanket of snow somehow exudes magic and romance.

Of course the down side of snow is the travel chaos and slushy mess.

There always seem to be such a palaver with snow in the UK. In fact, the UK seemed not to cope with any adverse weather condition: heavy rain, snow, and heat, there is always something happening in these times.

Luckily this year, I don't have to travel across east to the micro-climate of a place call Livingston. I heard parts of the surrounding area there have about a feet of snow, compared to our inches of snow.

If I get paid for playing snow, I would do it. In the meantime, work beckons and bills have to be paid.

I'm looking forward to going up to Aberdeen this weekend as there are so much to do including putting up an IKEA daybed. However, I'll need to pop into IKEA to pick up some items that was missing in the packaging.

Somehow the travel chaos and airport closures bring back memories of December 2009. Last year, after meeting up with my dad and his family in Paris, we were stranded there unable to fly out because of the white stuff.

I just hope that my family who will be visiting in two week's time will not be affected by the snow, other than just enjoying it.

december.already?!

2010-12-01T12:37:00.001Z

Just this morning, I was wishing my BossManPaul, "Happy December". Time seriously flies.

There is so much to look forward to in December. A lot of things revolve around the festive season and the fact that it is that time of the year where we reflect on the past year and look forward to the coming year.

This week:
~ I'll need to finish as much of my Christmas shopping and wrapping as possible. Need to remember mom’s birthday present too.
~ Dig out and sort out Christmas cards.
~ Dig out Christmas deco, which I doubt much to dig out since I need the space more. No tree in Glasgow this year.
~ Pack my bag and ware for Christmas.
~ Tidy the flat.
~ Plan the Cubs Christmas Party, which I think am almost done with some help from my cousin Lissa.
~ Plan Christmas food shopping.

Next week:
~ More tidying up of the flat, laundry, spares, etc.
~ Finalising of Cubs stuff for the Christmas Party.

The week after next:
~ Pick up my sisters and niece from the airport.
~ Cubs Christmas decoration evening and last minute stuff of Cubs Christmas Party.
~ Enjoy the week with my sisters and niece.

The week before Christmas:
~ Pick up my mom and aunt from the airport.
~ Enjoy the week with them before heading up to Aberdeen.
~ Family photography session.
~ Pack any last minute item for trip up to Aberdeen.

Don't seem like a lot but yet felt like a lot of things to do. Ah yes, have to be careful of that dreaded "procrastination", so to make sure that all goes well and smoothly.

we.miss.you.Bulgie

2010-12-01T00:33:00.002Z

Our beloved oranda Bulgie went to Goldfish / Oranda heaven yesterday.

I felt sad but I know that Bulgie had put up a brave fight. He had been ill for slightly over a month.

The thing with fancy orandas, they are very susceptible to illness. Bulgie never had the easiest of times.

I remember when we first got him, he was one aggressive fish. We had to quarantine him in a separate net area, which we call "The Cage" (doesn’t sound good I know). We later found out that because of his bulging eyes and the type of fish he was, he could be blind and unable to see his food. The hunger thus made him aggressive. Ever since then, we had to make sure that he gets fed during meal times.

Of recent times, Bulgie developed some balance problem. TheOtherHalf said that he had seen Bulgie being a bit unbalance. We gave the tank fish tonic, and all sorts of medication (where appropriate), including treatment for swimbladder.

Bulgie went through floating perpendicularly to the water surface, to the other way where his head was 90 degrees to the gravel. Of his last weeks, he was floating at a bend. Initially I thought he broke his bone, but actually one side of his belly was inflated compared to the other side.

Some days he was better than other days. I knew it was going to be a long battle but I think the long fight made it easier for me to cope. Although I did had a chat with TheOtherHalf about this last week.

Although I grow up with pets, since my mom used to run a pet shop, I never thought that I would be affected by the lost of a goldfish. When we lost our first black moor, Blackie, I was devastated. It took us a long time before deciding to get a replacement or more fishes.

This time around, I feel about the same, not rushing to get a replacement. Perhaps it could be because I have a clutch of oranda roe to deal with right now.

R.I.P. Bulgie, we'll miss you and your little antics...

st.andrew’s.day.2010

2010-11-30T13:48:00.000Z

According to Wikipedia, St. Andrew's Day is the feast day of Saint Andrew and it is celebrated on 30 November.

Scotland.Org: The Official Gateway to Scotland describes St. Andrew's Day is "...Scotland’s national day. There will be parties galore in Scotland..."

Although it was passed by the Scottish Parliament in 2005 as a Bank Holiday, I doubt very much of its impact.

To many of us it is just another at work. Some of the school children had a day off yesterday, and if it wasn't a holiday yesterday, they would've got the day off anyways because many schools were closed due to the snow. (Except for my Cubs who had to go to school, aww poor thing. :P)

Politically, it seemed that this St. Andrew's Day will make a difference with the coalition in London to set agenda with today's publication of its Scotland's Bill.

I am curious to hear what the children at Cubs tonight think of St. Andrew's Day. Somehow I just feel that as significant and symbolic as St. Andrew's Day should be, it just somehow feel it did not serve its purpose.

Hopefully in years to come, the vision and real meaning of St. Andrew's Day for Scotland will materialise. Unfortunately for now, it provides a reason for the English folk across the borders to poke fun of all things Scottish, as heard on the radio on the way to work this morning. Not that there needs to be a day in particular if there are folks who do want ridicule other folks' heritage anyways.

fallen.off

2010-11-23T22:20:00.001Z

I’ve fallen off the writing bandwagon again.

All the good plan of blogging again somehow went out of the window.

To blame the tools, I would say the lack of access to Blogger is my main issue. Nonetheless there is always way to get around to that. I just have to do it (blogging).

Somehow at the same time the writing juices don't seem to flow anymore. Recently, I had a chance to look back at some of my earlier musings and noticed the quality of writing seemed better then. Perhaps I had a lot of time in my hands or maybe I had a lot to talk about.

Anyways, it is close to year end so there are a lot of reflections and a lot of catching up on what has happened in the year that I have not blogged about.

Hopefully I will be able to spend a bit more time writing again.

auction.step.up

2010-10-22T12:31:00.002+01:00

After months and possibly years of contemplation, last night I have finally put not one but two items on eBay.

I'm not sure why I had procrastinated all this while, it could have been I was afraid, not sure how to do it, what is the best way, would it be worthwhile, etcetc, OR just pure procrastination.

Although I had bought stuff on eBay in the past, not very frequent as the last time was more than two years ago, I have never sold anything on eBay before.

I have also looked at the selling guide many times but still haven't had the courage or even possibly the initiative to sell.

But that is now all history.

Last night after my initial fix of Farmville, I jumped onto eBay to get a start.

I had earlier done my research and typed out my description for the two items that I want to sell. First was a fancy dress accessory - Toto the dog from The Wizard of Oz, I bought for a fancy dress party two years ago. I've only used it the once and always intended to get rid of it since I doubt I'll have any use of it in the future. The second item was a pair of red glittery ballerina pumps I bought ages ago. I love the shoes but I didn’t wear it as often as I should, perhaps I didn't have much occasion to wear glitzy shoes like that.

After some fiddling and setting up it finally went live late at night. Apparently statistic shows that the best time to end your auction is on Thursday lunchtime or Sunday evening.

Since I needed to offload Toto and have it sent in time for Halloween (that is the intention), I had to put it on a short auction of three days. This will end just before the end of Sunday night.

Whereas the shoes are suitable for any occasion, I had it on for seven days to end next Thursday night.

Now, I'll just need to get them packaged waiting for the winning bidder and payment to clear so I can send it off on its way.

I'm so nervous and excited about it and have checked my listings a few times since going live. I hope my photos justified the items and will generate a fair amount of interest and attracts some good bids too.

Fingers crossing...

long.lost.blogger

2010-10-20T17:34:00.002+01:00

My aim to start blogging again a few months back has slipped into the blackhole of blogging. So many things have happened since my last post, since my regular postings before that, and so many things that are going to be happening.

I was reading one of my most commented post recently and had a quick skim at some of my posts around that time. Reading them brought back memories of why I blogged and showed I had quite a bit of time in my hands to write down my thoughts. I do hope to get back into the routine of writing again.

A round up of what had been happening...

1. Fund raising for World Habitat Day 2010
2. Holiday in Mallorca
3. Meeting newcomers to Glasgow
4. Working down south (Southeast England)
5. Knowledge Transfer to The Netherlands
6. Enjoying Bingo
7. Water Aid Munro Challenge 2010

There are also many other things that have been on my mind. Once I have collected my thoughts I will put them into a post.

Here’s to blogging again! ^^

three.years.on.

2010-08-13T06:58:00.001+01:00

Today mark the beginning of my three years working with my present company, although my employment started earlier in the month.

It has been quite an eventful three years of which, I spent two years seconded to Scottish Water Solutions commercial managing a portfolio of infrastructure and capital maintenance works of water and wastewater quality projects.

Whilst seconded, I had wonderful Project Managers who provided me with opportunities travelling around the south west of Scotland visiting many project sites and patient Project Team Members who answer my incessant questions.

The travelling provided me opportunities to get to know my Project Managers better through sharing of life in Glasgow, our individual private lives, technical chats and everything and anything that we can think of. The travelling also provided me opportunities to visit some of the most stunning places around the south west and seeing how treatment plant works. Also, not forgetting the animals that I met along the way.

How can I forget the monthly meet up guys? It was as good as it lasts. Too bad, everyone is away working with their various new employers and locations.

I am currently based in the Glasgow office assisting bids for Pre-Qualification Questionnaires and Invitation to Tender / Negotiation; reorganising our section of the office and document folders; and anything that keeps me out of trouble. Periodically, I assist my colleagues in the Environment sector carrying out environmental monitoring and remediation system maintenance fieldwork in Scotland, which I enjoy immensely.

Recently I was asked what is my best moment or favourite moment at work and I listed the following: participating and completing 2 out of the 3 stages in Construction's Future Leaders 2007 competition; achieving Client Satisfaction score of 97.69%; and being on the Global Knowledge Network. I will soon add going on a week long knowledge transfer programme to The Netherlands to the list too.

I am thankful for the opportunities and the people I meet along the way.

So as a new year begins, I do hope to add more memorable experiences, build better relationships with my colleagues and Clients, and continuously learning from everything I do and everyone I meet.

it's.not.holland

2010-08-12T13:07:00.002+01:00

Since I am going to The Netherlands in a few weeks on a transfer programme, I thought I share with you some of my findings taken from The AA Key Guide on Western European Cities which I am currently reading.

Holland Doesn't exist.

The Netherlands is made up of twelve provinces, which include North Holland and South Holland, both in the west of the country on the North Sea coast.

The capital of South Holland is Den Haag, although the largest city is Rotterdam.

The largest city in North Holland is Amsterdam, but the capital is Harlem.

Amsterdam, however, is the capital of the whole country, despite the seat of government being in Den Haag.

It isn't surprising visitors are sometimes confused.

Who would've thought, eh?

Then it goes on with...

About half the land is less than 1m (3ft) above sea level, and much of that is actually below sea level,... A complicated system of sea walls, known as dikes, and pumping stations all help keep the North Sea from flooding in. The very fact that the country exists is a testimony to the determination and ingenuity of the Dutch people.

How ace is that?!

Too bad, I don't think I will be able to go to the coast to see these dikes and pumping stations.

So that is a little insight of The Netherlands for now. When I get there I will see what else I can see and let you know.

not.doing.justice.

2010-08-11T10:56:00.001+01:00

Recently I said to TheOtherHalf...

ennazus: Please bear with me and hear me out.

He raised one of his eyebrows.

ennazus: If ever one day we end up having an Aston Martin...

He sniggers and then went on about how and when we will never own an Aston Martin.

I went on with however and whatever way we will own an Aston Martin and just for discussion sake.

He continues to look at me with raised eyebrows.

ennazus: Anyways, when we do have an Aston Martin, what do you think if we go out in the car wearing our 'Sunday Best' t-shirt and shorts?

TheOtherHalf: What do you mean by 'Sunday Best'?

ennazus: You know that comfy t-shirt with the hole and shorts you wear at home kind.

TheOtherHalf: (In disbelief) How can you do that to the Aston? It is so unfair. You are not doing the car justice.

ennazus: (Laughs) I know! Just something I thought about earlier when I was going to pick you up.

TheOtherHalf: I do wonder sometimes what goes on in your head.

ennazus: Yeah, I wonder myself too...

the.sowing.and.being.sowed.

2010-08-05T18:09:00.014+01:00

Last weekend, TheOtherHalf and I caught the latest movie Inception.

I’m sure if you Googled Inception, there will be many blogs, articles, reviews and comments about this movie. For certain, I find this a very good movie, this year by far.

To me a good movie is one that you walk out of the cinema or after watching it, thinking, questioning, reasoning and discussing about it. Whether or not you agree with what was in the movie, or the person you are having this discussion with, be it your own mind or another person; it doesn’t really matter.

Inception was one of those movies.

And Inception without a doubt is one of those movies you’ll prolly have to watch another time or more to truly understand it. This is because we will still continue to question and reason what the story is, what the character represents or what the outcome is or should be.

Yes, the special effects were amazing and the accompanying music selection was complementary. And who would doubt the concept of the movie? Just amazing isn’t it?!

Also, don't you think that the part where Cobb and Ariadne sits at the sidewalk cafe and it started 'bursting' is so Sony paint advert? (Which by the way was real and made in Glasgow, the flats has since been torn down.)

If you argue it from the point of view that ‘it’s all in the mind’, yes, I would agree that a lot of quotes regarding the mind reminds us of it.

If you argue that the dream is more real in the dream than after you wake up, that rings true if you like chasing dreams in your sleep.

There are so many interpretation on the movie and I am not here to summarise it all, for each their own after all.

Recently I read a review by film critic, Devin Faraci, Never Wake Up: The Meaning and Secret of Inception. It was a well written and interesting analysis on the film. Whether or not how true it is all about director-writer Christopher Nolan’s perception of film making, a lot of things in the movie does seem to explain what Devin thinks. And as far as my theory of a good movie is, a review with almost 500 feedbacks and increasing proves that this is a good movie.

Of course, would anyone ever thought that Inception was just a story that Christopher Nolan conceived, without really thinking about any hidden meaning; but one that he wanted to leave viewers providing a variety of opinion and interpretation on it?

On this note, perhps we should just enjoy reliving Inception with this well created video clip featuring Edith Piaf's mesmerising voice on Non, Je ne regrette rien.

All pictures from Inception website.

fuel.price.rant

2010-08-04T13:10:00.002+01:00

Through observation, I always felt that Aberdeen has the cheapest fuel. However, after observing for a few weeks, I did notice that Aberdeen no longer has the cheapest fuel.

Last weekend’s diesel price per litre was Glasgow 115.9p, Dundee 114.9p and Aberdeen 116.9p.

You do wonder really. Guess I’ll just have to refuel in Dundee from now on. For the distance I do, luckily currently I only refuel every two weeks and get about 62 mpg!

Of course the issue of fuel prices will always be there. So what are we going to do about it? The fuel companies know that they can get away with it. Like it or not people still need fuel. Even if you don’t drive, but take the public transport, that fuel cost will be transfer to you and reach you some ways. And there is only so much walking and bicycling that you can do.

So I guess, as much as it pains me to say this (maybe just a light pinch), guess we just go to live with the high fuel price and pray that it will one miracle day will come down...

the.proper.birthday.post

2010-07-22T12:35:00.007+01:00

Right. Yesterday’s post was rubbish, if I say so myself.

It was unfair to just plonk in a post just for the sake of it when my brain was a mush from doing cost plans all day.

Anyways, my 30th birthday was better than envisaged, which IMHO is always good. Life's little bonuses, I would like to think of it as.

My birthday started with the arrival of cards and abundance of wishes on Facebook. My two Aberdonian men gave me pop up cards which I love to bits.

My BFF Ryan made an appearance by travelling over to visit me plus treating me to dinner at Sarti the night before.

For my birthday, I baked some banana split cupcakes inspired by Cupcake Project, after doing a test batch. My earlier desire to have black forest cupcakes, which is one of my favourite cakes and thus become the birthday cake of tradition if it is not blueberry cake, turned out to be disappointing during the test batch and I also quickly realise that not everyone like cherries. I still have to try baking it again one of these days.

My colleagues at work sprung a surprise and presented me with a chocolate tray bake with candle, birthday banners, two birthday songs, and a birthday card. Oh and how can I forget about the balloons!

My close friend Chuah and his mate Chee Meng provided excellent company to Japanese food at Nanakusa on Sauchiehall Street.

Then I went home to a lovely bottle of cherry beer.

Although I had greater plans months ago about a potential picnic, a dinner night out at the swanky Living Room on St. Vincent Street, and even a World Cup themed BBQ at one point, didn't turn out as plan; my birthday yesterday was one of the better ones I had for a long time.

I wished that TheOtherHalf was around to celebrate it with me (hopefully in the near future when we are not living apart) and my friends. And somehow I felt a bit nostalgic thinking about my family and missing them - my grandparents, parents plus stepmom, my sisters, my half brother and my wee niece; you may even say that I had a wee bit of homesickness (not something that happens often).

Still, I am thankful for the abundance of well wishes and love showered to me. It reminds me of how blessed I am.

happy.birthday.me

2010-07-21T17:35:00.005+01:00

Banana Split Cupcakes inspired by Cupcake Project

So another birthday has arrived.

I'm very thankful for the birthday wishes and cards received from loved ones, family and friends. But I do miss TheOtherHalf and wished my family was around to celebrate.

Oh wells, ces't la vie. Hopefully it won't be too long until I see them. At least, I'll see TheOtherHalf in less than 48 hours time...

p.s.: I have lots on my mind to blog about. I'll just need to find the time and energy to do it. Hopefully not too long a wait...

it.could.just.as.well.be.a.full.moon

2010-06-30T00:12:00.002+01:00

You know, I never believe in the whole hullaballoo about full moon and weird people. But some how if it was really a full moon, then hell, it was a night full of weirdos - well maybe two. Even so...

Weirdo #1

I was at Catford Bridge station trying to catch the train back to London Charing Cross.

There, at the far end of the platform was a guy speaking to himself or at least to his imaginary foe telling off this foe of his about how mad it is to put the cat in the microwave (oven); and that this foe of his should know better not to put the cat in the microwave.

He repeated his story again and again; facing the tracks and then turning his back and facing the wall. Repeating the story over and over again.

It was the longest 15 mins wait on the platform.

I.Was.Rather.Freaked.Out.

Weirdo #2

After I got away from Weirdo #1 and got onto the train, I thought I was smart enough to choose a carriage that was rather busy - about seven of us including another girl, for that time of the night about 1030pm.

Then this guy who was a few rows down and opposite me asked across the aisle to another guy who was few rows down from me, if he liked this country.

Guy few rows down from me didn't answer the guy across the aisle from him.

Guy across the aisle from guy few rows down from me then looked outwards of the window into the dark.

Later guy across the aisle who looked out the window got up to say something foreign to guy few rows down from me.

Guy few rows down from me said ‘huh?’.

Guy who was across the aisle but had got up then said goodbye to guy few rows down from me and then got off the train.

OMG such a freaky night!

I.Was.Further.Freaked.Out.And.I.Still.Had.To.Take.The.Tube.And.Walk.Back.To.My.Hotel.

Luckily the rest of the trip was not as freaky and even the walk back to the hotel slowly ease my tenseness.

*Sigh of relief*

only.at.GLA

2010-06-29T10:21:00.003+01:00

Only at Glasgow International Airport...

...Whisky tasting starts at 5am.

...If you forget to put on your face in the morning you can get it here.

...But then, why not just come at 7am to get skin care consultation before beauty make overs to look fab and start the day with dutch courage of whisky!

random.airport.rants

2010-06-29T10:05:00.000+01:00

They changed the pick up / drop off Point in Glasgow International Airport!

Ever since the terrorist who tried to bomb Glasgow airport incident in 2007, the initial pick up / drop off point was then changed to beyond Car Park 2 building, opposite the terminal. You'll need to walk through the car park to get to the terminal. It wasn't too bad considering you are most likely walking in a straight line to the terminal. Unless you are official airport taxi, you won't be able to stop right at the front of the terminal, right near the entrance.

Then BAA, who managed the airport, changed the drop off point closer to the terminal and within Car Park 2. It was of course much better, even though you need to get out of the car park within 10 mins or you risk to pay a very expensive parking fee for pick up / drop off. The trick was to get out, go around the building and come back in again.

When I was last here at the end of May, there was rumours that the pick up / drop off point was going to change but nobody knew where it would be.

This morning, I was dropped off at the far end of the terminal, just as the start of the terminal. I guess it must've been so hush hush that work is still being done around the area. Now, my only gripe is that it seems so far away a walk to take. Especially if you are walking towards Terminal 2.

Okie, it is not such a big deal, at least you don't have to worry about your times are up.

On a separate note, it was about 5.10am when I first arrived at the airport this morning and you see loads of people coming out of the arrival hall looking as if they were just back from their sunny holidays. I had quick glance and it looked like flights from Alicante. My goodness, I wonder what time they were up and depart from their departure airport.

Still, I'm sure they had a lovely holiday.

And to close, I had a seriously close call this morning with check in. Although I had only hand luggage, I forgotten that I can't check in the usual way using the check in kiosk and the BA check in desk queue was snaking away.

Of all morning! And check in was closing at about 20-30 mins time!

Luckily, a lovely lady from BA came along to speak to a family before me, got them checked in but they still need to go down the queue because they had luggage to check in, and then the lovely BA Lady came to speak to me and got me check in and my boarding pass printed.

That was a seriously close one this morning...

OMG. Can you believe it is almost three years since the airport incident on 30 June 2007???

jumbled.up

2010-06-29T05:48:00.001+01:00

I have so many things on my mind to blog but am having a mind block right now.

Perhaps it is still too early. I would normally still be in my bed right now waiting for the alarm to go off to morning music before the Breakfast Show.

what.a.freak!

2010-06-24T23:39:00.005+01:00

Just as well TheOtherHalf didn't buy the flat opposite...

Mystery surrounds 'horse-boy' on Google Street View

You can see 'Horse-boy' on Google Maps here.

duh

2010-06-24T12:54:00.002+01:00

Took the train to work this morning.

When the train arrived at my destination I was waiting for the door to open.

Then only to realise that you need to push the (doors) 'open' button.

It's been a long time since I last took the train.

The last train I took was the Underground / DLR and the doors open automatically.

How silly.

Especially when there were other rush hour commuters standing behind you waiting to get out

first.attempt

2010-06-19T22:32:00.002+01:00

My first attempt in baking and decorating a strawberry cream cake.

It was a birthday present to a good friend, who always in his best effort try to get people together for various events and generously does the cooking as well.

roasting

2010-06-18T00:07:00.002+01:00

You've got to be kidding...

Glasgow 17th June 2010

the.holy.grail.of.apc

2010-06-07T12:59:00.003+01:00

In preparation for my long overdue Counsellor meeting this week, I found a draft post that I prepared exactly two months ago. I will share my thoughts on my latest Supervisor and Counsellor meetings in due time.

7th April 2010

This is begining of Month 31.

At Month 31, I finally had a good look at the QS Pathway Guide, in particular 'Section 1: Profile of a Newly Qualified Chartered Surveyor' and 'Section 3: Study Checklist'.

You think that when you first embark on your APC Training, the one thing that everyone worry to no end is the diary. But honestly, until you look at Section 1 & 3 of the pathway guide, you go 'how am I going to do all that in 3, 6 or 9 months time?' (depending on when you plan to sit for your Final Assessment).

*So note to you, if you have just started on your APC training, find that copy of your pathway guide and know everything you need to do for your training.*

However, all is not lost. Perhaps a lot of sacrifice to your evenings and weekends should help the progress. Otherwise, we have up until five years to qualify, that is, if you still have the motivation to last that long.

Speaking of which, my recent discussion with theotherhalf on articulation spurred me to push myself to get this APC started again and moving. Now that I know more than before, motiviation level is slowly depleting.

But no, keep focus! I need to finish this. I need to do this!

So if you are unsure where to start on your studying or how to write your diary, have a look at your pathway guide. After the RICS APC website (if you can find where everything are, searching what you want utilising the 'search function' will speed things up), and the easier to access APC Centre (both for reference and guidance), you MUST have a copy of YOUR relevant pathway guide at hand (a printed copy by your side is most useful).

Each of your comeptencies will be described in detail on what you need to know, thus, when you want to record your day-to-day expereince, you will also know which competency it should be in and what is expected of you.

Now, get moving!

Links:
QS Pathway Guide
All Pathway Guides (Click on your relevant Professional Group and then browse through the pages until you come to '...Pathway Guide')
RICS APC website
APC Centre

mid.year

2010-06-05T17:44:00.003+01:00

I thought of starting this post with a cliché-y 'time' quote. But heck, why not start it with another cliché-y opening instead.

It is now that time of the year, the halfway point of year 2010 where everyone evaluates what has been happening in the past six months.

Are the New Year's resolutions still there?

How many to do things on the list has been completed?

I didn't start the year with any resolutions, maybe because looking back at my draft post I mentioned 'I don’t really do 'resolutions' but I had some 2010 aspirations...'

1. Further improve my work performance.
2. Complete my RICS APC training and obtain chartership.
3. Keep in better touch with my family / friends.
4. Lose some weight / tone up.
5. Learn new skills.

So halfway point:

1. My work performance ~ I would say improved a lot. Although I'm doing a mish-mash of many tasks at the same time, I do feel more motivated compared to say, seven eight months ago. I'm also very happy that my partner, I'm currently working a lot with my Senior Project Manager, has been very good at sharing responsibilities, providing me with many opportunities to step up and be part of decision making.

2. RICS APC Training ~ I admit I'm struggling with this. Time management is the key word in this task. Hopefully I will have something done, so watch out for updates and posts on this.

3. Keep in better touch ~ I'm not sure about this. When I wrote down the above aspirations on 5th January, there were some improvements. Perhaps my aspiration then was fuelled by after my dad's visit at that point, and other family matters. Then after that, all had been quiet at the family communication front. But then again, I would say that there had been some communication with my bestest buddy back home lately. So I would summarise as a rollercoaster. There's still room for improvement.

4. Lose weight ~ Ah, that age of resolution. Have I? I doubt so. Enough said. (Perhaps not putting on weight is as good. I'll need to check to make sure).

5. Learn new skills ~ hmmm... have I? To be fair, I have a few things I would love to do so I better get it moving in the next six months! Less thinking, just do it!

Keeping this short, I guess I'm at 45-60% achievement. There are lots of room, and I mean loooots of room for improvement. So let's hope that I will put in enough effort to make it better!

lazy.chatty.morning

2010-05-30T12:03:00.002+01:00

Breakfast in bed 30.05.10

Crumbs or love?

Love or crumbs?

Love crumbs?

I’m torn between the love from breakfast in bed to the crumbs that are potentially (and highly plausibly) left in bed.

Luckily we don’t live in a country with (too many) creepy crawlies; otherwise we’ll have more than humans in bed!

For now, I’ll stick with lurve...

We’ll deal with the crumbs later.

RICS.now.closer.to.home

2010-05-24T12:38:00.001+01:00

RICS has recently announced the official registration of RICS Singapore.

This will no doubt be useful for not only CPD (continue professional development) programmes for Singaporean and Malaysian surveyors but also provide networking opportunities.

I’m hoping that once established, RICS will look into RICS Matrics and anyone doing their RICS APC training in either Malaysia or Singapore should look into being active in Matrics, even if it is just attending Matrics events.

tingling.skin

2010-05-23T21:58:00.002+01:00

The glorious sunshine over the weekend has been amazing!

We had about 25c averaged temperature daily over the weekend. Although the weekend have been busy and hectic, my weekend companions and I still managed to find time to bask in the glorious sun and heat.

Perhaps it was too hot to do anything.

I just hope I didn't get sunburnt...

making.a.come.back

2010-05-21T12:47:00.003+01:00

It’s been one year since I’ve last put in a post into the blog.

Obviously so many things had happened in the past year. So many thoughts ran through my mind that I want to put it down in writing. But at the same time so many excuses and reasons that this did not happen.

I have a few drafts written out in the past year but it is not good enough if I don’t publish it.

Truth is, I also don’t really know how many people do read about my thoughts or even bothered. However, it is not an excuse why I haven’t been writing.

I have to admit that it all boils down to time management.

I’ve also been thinking of how I want to improve the blog and my writings. I’m open for suggestions, so drop a line and let me know your thoughts.

Improvement is progression!

In the meantime, thanks for your patience and I will start writing again. Now and again, you’ll see a backdated post of my thoughts.

away.on.break

2009-05-20T23:33:00.003+01:00

I'm away on a much needed break.

And this is as neat as it can be.

At least for now.

mistake.&.fraud

2009-05-14T13:46:00.003+01:00

The MPs expenses scandal continues...

Was in the kitchen earlier watching the news and can’t help wondering how in the world can MPs ‘accidentally’ claim or submitted expenses by ‘mistake’.

How?

HOW???!!!

Does one not review their expenses before submitting?

I mean how can it be a mistake if one has to (typically) fill in an expenses claim form, submits receipt and get it approved?

How?

And again, who approves or scrutinise before approval???

Goodness!

What has been happening in the past weeks of the expenses scandal revelation are MPs showing off on TV the cheques they have signed off to be submitted to Inland Revenue and an apology.

‘Oopps, you’ve caught me. Here’s the refund. I’m sorry.’ And then get back to their work.

Whether or not it is going to happen again, who knows?

Some of the mistakes seemed so deliberate that it can be classified as fraud!

And all it takes is here is the money, sorry, and back to work.

In a typical organisation, if you are caught for fraud, what happens to you?

You lose your job and might even be arrested!

Noo... MPs have special immunity.

So, why being a British MP is the best job in the world?

#1. High salary: £64,766

#2. Unlimited expenses claim. Even though there are rules to it.

#3. Immunity on ‘mistakes’

Once again, good life for some...

Anyways, well done to those who were sensible enough not to abuse their expenses claims rights.

Why is this topic the ‘highlight’ of my day?

Well, just because these MPs are using my tax money to fund for their ‘extravagant’ lifestyle!

I'm curious to what are the allowable expenses for Malaysian politicans? Hmmm...?

swine

2009-05-13T17:15:00.009+01:00

Too many swine flu jokes going around
and I can't help sharing a few...

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It is with great sadness that we inform you that
Kermit the Frog has died at the age of 54.

1955-2009

Swine Flu has been determined to be the cause of death.

His last words were “That f***ing pig told me she was clean”

behind.schedule

2009-05-11T17:49:00.002+01:00

I haven’t been blogging much about my RICS APC experience. This is due to the fact that I haven’t been doing much about it either.

Work has been so hectic that I’ve neglected my diary updating and progress reviews. So bad, I know.

:: I need to get my month 15-18 diary up to date and then arrange for reviews.

:: I need to prepare a short write up for my competencies experience and get them sign off.

:: I need to complete my development records.

:: I need to prepare a project summary with brief details of the projects I worked on.

:: I need to prepare my critical analysis structure and then the first draft.

:: And I want to sit for my final assessment in November this year!

:: I don’t want to say I can't but I need to push myself harder.

On top of that, I'm supposed to do some studying on all the competencies, mainly for Level One.

Typically,
Level One - show knowledge and understanding.
Level Two - provide proof of application of knowledge and understanding.
Level Three - provide reasoned advice and depth of technical knowledge.

I'm running really behind of schedule and I don't want to leave it for next year.

Could it be a better choice?

Hmmm...

ever.considered.being.a.british.politician?

2009-05-11T12:44:00.005+01:00

For weeks, all you hear everyday on the UK news is exposure of what UK Members of Parliament (MPs) has been claiming for expenses.

You see, in the UK, MPs receive allowances to cover the costs of running an office and employing staff, having somewhere to live in London and in their constituency, and travelling between Parliament and their constituency.

Sounds fair enough, right?

But it has come to light that expenses claimed by the MPs covers from pay-per-view adult films, to magazine subscriptions. From dog food, to home repairs and luxury furnishings.

On top of all that, the annual salary for an MP is £64,766!!!

Was there no one who sets what can be claimed under expenses?

Someone who checked if all the expenses were valid?

Does the MPs not realise that they should have known better not to use tax-payers’ money as their bottomless purse to pay out their monthly expenditures?

Dog food? Come on!

It started initially with MPs employing their family members to be their staff, with good salary, mind you.

Nepotism? What Nepotism?! Doubt they even know what it really means.

So, each MP is allowed expenses for two homes - one in their constituency and the other in London.

Can the government 'impose' that the MPs constituency home to be the first home and provide accommodation in London?

Would it not be easier for the government to provide a purpose built accommodation, i.e. a one room / studio or two room apartment for each MP to live in when in London for work. The government pay for the accommodation and bills, and any additional expenses like a Wii console or fancy plasma screens, will be bore by the MPs. After all, the London 'home' should be somewhere to live in when working in London. Adequate and comfy, not the presidential suite of the Ritz-Carlton.

Do they not live in their constituency home and serve the community there? If not, then why run for election at your constituency?

Why bother?

During one of my visits to the Scottish Parliament in Holyrood, there was an extract of an MP's diary. It said that she travels to Edinburgh from her (undisclosed) constituency and stay in the Edinburgh accommodation (could be home) for a few days and then travel back to the constituency home where her family lives.

Now, why can she do it but not the others down in London?

I think if I said to my boss that I want to keep my Aberdeen home and need expenses paid for my Glasgow accommodation, I’m sure he will tell me to sort it out myself from my own pay.

In the current economic climate, it doesn't make sense that the people's representatives are having a good time - good pay (£64k, I won’t complaint) and bottomless expenses, when employment is at a record high.

Forget Hamilton Island. It does seem that the best job in the world is being a British MP. On top of a rather comfortable pay, you can claim for bottomless expenses.

Good life for some...

And people wonder why I don't have faith in politicians.

i.would.stay.here.if.i.could

2009-05-05T18:26:00.004+01:00

...then I would have no life.

I should really not stay too late at work.

But in this economic climate, busy is good. And that is my current mantra. For busy means there is work for you. Which means that I will be kept employed. So goes the reason to it.

And the only way to get more work done in limited time, my contract is ending here end of June, is to stay back and get it done. Doesn’t help when you received ‘inheritance’ that you need to tidy up from scratch or it is in a mess.

Oh well... better busy than not.

But longer daylight and (slightly) warmer days are looming.

And this is what it is whenever I leave the office.

Oh well, it will all be worthwhile.

day.out.to.yellowcraigs

2009-05-04T14:26:00.008+01:00

Late evenings and late nights has prolly taken a toll on the body.

Down with cold last week. Luckily (almost) cured in time for our outing to Yellowcraigs on Saturday.

Glorious day for a picnic. My friend Chuah was generous in all ways and effort to prepare a wonderful spread for the picnic - nasi lemak, chicken rendang (so full of flavour and the burnt bits was the yummiest!), fried mee hoon, fried chicken, sausages, vegetable rolls, and the assortment of cakes. Too bad didn’t managed to take any pics of the food. Long story.

It was really windy. I don’t remember any time I had food with lots of sand. I’m sure some point in my life, sometime ago.

It was great walking about the beach, tossing the Frisbee and a torpedo thing with a whistle. My arms were aching the next day. Made TOH ran miles to pick up the Frisbee, interestingly it was mostly when I toss them. Ooopss...

The girls tried in vain to fly the kite. Somehow something wasn’t right.

How can a group of 14 not take any pics for the day? After numerous NG takes, this is the one that got loose.

We then head to Edinburgh for dinner - Chinese buffet steamboat. Not the best. I have my reasons.

Long day. We went home tanned and the few mat sallehs were burnt.

Ouch!

windows.live.photo

2009-04-30T23:53:00.006+01:00

Wooowweeee...

Windows Live Photo Gallery is amazing!

After all those cool ads featuring kids using the software, telling us how easy it is to use it, I've finally decided to download it and give it a try.

I had some photos from last weekend of Loch Muick (it's pronounced as 'Mick' not 'Mui-ick', which I had enjoyed annoying the beloved TOH for no end).

Side tracked as usual... Anyways...

And the results...

and

It IS that easy and (almost) seamless! Rather good quality as well!

Now, I just have to go and find more pics!!

Such a clever software!

Now, go forth, download and have fun!

visit.to.little.chef

2009-04-28T22:02:00.003+01:00

Last Friday, I decided to travel up north earlier than usual after my site meeting.

On the way, I was starving from not having anything since I woke up. Halfway through the meeting, someone was making toast in the kitchen and my mind wandered elsewhere thinking of toast and fried eggs sunny side up... Yum!

Anyways, I decided to stop at Little Chef somewhere after Stirling before Greenloanings exit.

I often travel pass Little Chefs along the motorway ~~tearing~~ travelling between Glasgow and Aberdeen. But I actually got to know Little Chef a little better through the programme 'Big Chef Takes On Little Chef' earlier this year.

Anyways, since I was starving and requiring to stop for lunch, I grab the chance of having my meal at Little Chef.

I had the Fish Pie and a glass of Coke.

The meal felt like a long wait. Perhaps I was really hungry and it was just cooking at the normal time scale. But the meal was worth every minute!

The fish pie kept very hot for a very long time as it was cleverly cooked in the ovenware. It was a little salty for my taste but the filling was tasty and the fish was cubed evenly and neatly.

I planned to have dessert after the meal but was stuffed.

Service was really good as the waiting staff who served me was attentive and perhaps a little over 'enthusiastic'. Except for him trying to clear off the sauces while I was still having my meal, I would say service was perfect!

Overall, I think the price was reasonable, about the same price of a meal at a proper pub. Which is good, as more often than not, rest stop meals are often over priced and taste awful (according to TOH's words).

I find the place look really charming. It may still have the same red covered seats, the fading table tops, but it provides a charm. Perhaps a new lick of paint and brighter lights might help during the winter days, I donno. I was there, sitting by the window basking in lovely sunshine. But, why would anyone wants a contemporary revamp of the place?

Plus, the toilet was clean and tidy. They even provide you a selection of toiletries!

, it's not a big selection but tell me how many restaurant / cafe provides this kind of selection. LOL...

Not forgetting, a nice lolly for the journey too!

Overall, food was fresh and tasty; decor was clean and service was excellent! I would definitely be back there again, with TOH in tow of course!

builder

2009-04-27T21:05:00.004+01:00

Everyone needs Bob the Builder on their site / side.

coffee.overboard

2009-04-22T23:31:00.005+01:00

Me and coffee don't seem to be going very well of late.

Last Friday I knocked over a whole flask of coffee.

Yesterday I spilled coffee over the car passenger seat.

Today, I knocked over Toni's cafetiere.

I need a break, probably...

Or I need to be more careful...

f~

2009-04-08T13:33:00.002+01:00

If swearing could solve all matters...
I would gladly swear!

green.pencil.skirt

2009-04-01T09:29:00.002+01:00

The US President and First Lady are currently in London for visitations and discussions today in advance of the G20 summit tomorrow.

Just heard in the kitchen whilst making a coffee, BBC news reporter was telling us that Michelle Obama (I think) was ‘wearing a xxx (certain designer) green pencil skirt’.

O.o??

Is this news or a fashion programme???

Honestly! Does it matter what designer?

Even if she had described ‘green pencil skirt’ was enough.

Honestly...

got.to

2009-03-20T12:28:00.004Z

I've got to stop going to bed at 2am!!!

I've.Got.To!
*yawn*

happy.bathroom

2009-03-17T22:43:00.003Z

I heart my happy bathroom!

unfortunate

2009-03-10T15:15:00.004Z

Heard on the radio today that YouTube is going to take down all those music video as they can't afford to pay the songwriters, or they rather not want to pay any additional more to the songwriters.

A bit drastic, I suppose.

Too bad for people like us who wants instantaneous music video whenever we want it.

I have to agree that YouTube's high traffic is mainly due to people viewing music video online.

I might be wrong, but if the Performing Rights Society wanted to demand more money and then YouTube said no, and the PRS decided to change their mind, yet, YouTube is not taking any further nonesense from PRS, and pulled out all music videos to UK viewers, then wouldn't it be a loss to YouTube AND PRS??

What were they thinking?!

Maybe YouTube know better...

YouTube Video Block on BBC

pound.foolish

2009-03-10T13:25:00.008Z

It just doesn't make sense when
We can spend £19k on moving
But we can't
Get a light bulb changed
Or replace the broken microwave oven
And apparently all is done in the name of SAVING!!!

Penny wise but Pound foolish.
I think that phrase was more than likely coined by the Brits.

Yaaa-lar, I got moved again...

libration.through.washing.machine

2009-03-09T18:06:00.003Z

Apparently the "The Washing Machine Liberated Women".

But what's more interesting is the comment response at the bottom of the article! ^.^

skim.cepat.kaya.*

2009-03-06T01:41:00.003Z

*Get rich quick scheme.

Let me know how you get on... Hack it!

when.is.spring?!

2009-03-05T23:38:00.001Z

-2c and super hot in a day!

annihilated

2009-03-05T17:47:00.001Z

"If looks could kill...
...I was annihilated!"

~ Ramsay is such a joker. -__-"

winter.again

2009-03-03T23:50:00.002Z

Yes.
Apparently winter is back.
It snowed.
Very slightly.

busy.is.good

2009-03-03T21:23:00.004Z

March started with a very hectic schedule. Or just hectic, not sure if there was or is any schedule.

My Line Manager suddenly left with one week notice at the end of February. It was a shock since we always thought that he would be the Last Man Standing.

But moving on is something common in our industry. After all, most of the projects are nearing completion and the programme is slowly winding down. My contract here ends in June, at least that what we all know now.

Mind you, I don't even know where I will be going after this. But I'm looking forward to new challenges, changes, and opportunities.

No, I'm not planning to jump-ship.

Again, that is the beauty of the industry, or the company you work with.

I remember I once had the dream of working by contract, moving from location to location every few months or years.

Plus, I'm feeling a bit itchy feet now as well.

I'm sure the novelty will wear down and off eventually. But when you were young(er) and free(er), that doesn't matter.

Somehow other phases in life will just fall into place. Somehow. Someway.

Like you travel all you ever want, to everywhere your heart desires. You don't realise that there is such a thing as danger. Or that money will stop you achieving what you want to.

You simply just believe and go with your heart.

And then you meet the guy / girl of your dreams, the one that fits all your wishes and requirements. Suddenly, a well paying job, career, car, house, family and pets just fall into place.

How?

It's called dreams, a limitless imagination. Fantasy you might even say.

Work now is hectic.

I love hectic. And my current famous words, ‘busy is good’.

It’s only day two of bigger project portfolio, bigger responsibilities, more tasks.

It’s still early.

Not like my 'whole life has gone up in smoke'.

But I really don’t mind a pay rise and promotion.

no.parking

2009-02-15T23:04:00.004Z

Right.
Either the sign is placed at the wrong place.
Or the bicycle rack is at the wrong place.
And the bike owner can't read the sign.
*Sigh*

cadbury.strikes.again.

2009-02-11T16:59:00.003Z

Once again, Cadbury has come up with a totally irrelevant ad.

TOH liked it, he thought it was interesting. My first impression when I first saw it? Totally disliked it. Don’t see the point. Until The Sunday Night Project and Lily Alen did a spoof on it.

Lily and the boys did it well. It was hilarious!

Now, I see Cadbury ad again. It’s okie. I still think it is irrelevant, regardless if sales of their chocs going up.

Someone shed a light on this issue, Cadbury eyebrows: Do the eyebrows have it?

Are you convinced?

death.to.the.garden

2009-02-11T10:46:00.009Z

Dramatisation?

Well, I live for dramatisation!

Just heard from mom last night that she has ~~decided~~ got the builders to lay cement on the whole garden, leaving only parts of the ground around the red and bottle palm trees.

Now, if you know me, I’m bias toward gardens.

I.Love.My.Gardens.

Not clear?

I.LOVE.MY.GARDENS!

Back home, we have a rather large garden by the side of our corner lot house. It is so big, that it has been mistaken that there could have been another house on that plot. And that is partially the reason why we have two numbers to our house. Partially.

I remember when we first moved in, there wasn’t much grass, as you can imagine what any newly build houses are like. Unlike new builds in the UK where you get your ground area turfed, ours had patches of grass and plenty of lumps.

Mom’s ingenuity and effort had turned the garden into a nice lush green grassy land.

Yes, we still had some of the lumps and yes, we still had some bogginess after it rains. Still, the lush green of the grass was divine!

Then we lost part of the front share of the greenery for a more practical reason. We had replaced it with interlocking bricks to park our cars.

In some ways, I see mom’s point to the cemented ground, less hassle and maintenance. But I can see many other negative points as well.

You will still need to sweep the ground. You will still need to clean the area. Even though there are trees around, the cement will absorb the heat during the day and release it in the night, and we’ll end up having a warmer area, instead of a nice cool garden for BBQs or garden parties.

And don’t get me started on the location or condition of the area or what ifs of the workmanship...

Concrete is so unsustainable as well. Besides the material itself is unsustainable, it will prevent water to be absorbed into the ground, disrupting the natural process of the water cycle.

I know. Besides mom, hardly anyone does the garden anymore. I used to do it now and then when I was back at home. And it is very unpleasant when you had those mosquitoes attacking you while you do your gardening.

But that doesn’t mean we had to get rid of the garden.

It doesn’t mean that by cementing it, there won’t be any mozzies.

Now it’s going to be like my aunt’s compound.

I will miss the wonderful times we had in the garden - BBQs, mooncake festival, and garden parties.

I will miss you beautiful green grass.

I will miss watering the grass when it was hot and dry.

When I was last back in KL, I said to TOH, how much I hated a garden being cemented or equally bad, tiled up. And here we are another statistic.

Gone will be the great and wonderful dreams of having a nice green garden with pergolas and sitting area.

Gone will be the ideas of beautiful landscaped garden.

At least, we managed to spend a little time together when I was last back.

Just like the idea of the shed, this whole cementing the garden is a really bad idea. It is going to be fugly.

*BIG SIGH*

And I know it is not mine or my money. But still...

I’m really upset about it for all that anyone cares.

Goodbye garden, you’ve served us well.

Garden (1995-2009).

unify

2009-02-10T21:50:00.002Z

Will Malaysia ever be for Malaysians?

Sons of the soil

honestly? promptly?!

2009-02-06T00:29:00.005Z

I checked my email and guess what I received?!

An email from VFS, regarding 'Feedback on UK Visa in Malaysia'!

I sent my feedback like eons ago. Last year! In DECEMBER!!!

And they only sent me a reply now.

"Dear Applicant,

Thank you for registering your feedback. Your email will be responded within 2 working days promptly."

Blardiehell, I have to wait a respond in 2 working days, as well!

Promptly? O.o??

Promptly should have been December 2008!

Let's wait and see...

songsmith

2009-02-04T23:32:00.003Z

Songsmith eh?

Sounds like a good idea. Until everything in your life becomes a song.

Still a good idea?

changes.to.APC.process

2009-02-04T15:27:00.005Z

Did anyone know that there have been changes to the APC process???

Read Jon Lever’s article, ‘APC Tips: Recent changes to the APC process’ on Building website.

The article summarises the recent changes.

Then go to RICS APC to read on what has been changed.

For anyone sitting for Final Assessment from 2009 onwards, these changes affect you.

That means all of us who are still recording our diary, and referred candidates.

RICS has provided a comprehensive guidance for your APC. You can get the following from the link:

1. APC candidate’s guide
2. APC / ATC requirements and competencies guide
3. APC guide for supervisors, counsellors and employers
4. APC pathway guides
5. Rules of Conduct - Guidance notes

First of all, read up on the updated Candidate’s Guide, which everyone should have a copy handy for reference. This was recently updated in December 2008.

For UK candidates, you will need to read through the changes in the APC Templates, for non-UK candidates, please go to the link at the end of the second paragraph provided on RICS APC Guidance Notes.

For us UK candidates, read what is provided in the APC Templates. This article explains the changes in APC templates in December 2008 and the way you submit your Final assessments.

There are pathway specific Excel workbooks (located on your right on the APC Templates webpage), which you need to download for your pathway, to be completed for your Final Assessment submission. This workbook should be updated every quarterly.

The Interim Assessment has been deleted from the process.

There are no changes to the APC diary, and Supervisor Report and Counsellor Report templates.

However, I did not check if there are any changes to the RICS Structured Training template. I suppose it is a template (?) after all, for guidance.

There is also a guide on how Final Assessment Submissions should be sent to RICS.

All the above mentioned documents are available for download. Documents for download if not appeared as a link on the article will be available on your right: PDF downloads, Word downloads, and Excel downloads.

So that would be your reading exercise and updating your pathway workbook for this week.

I’m going to speak to my Supervisor and see if the company is aware of the recent changes, read the new workbook and updated Candidate’s Guide, and start filling up my pathway workbook.

Don’t you just hate it when these changes occur when you are halfway through your training?

p.s.: Please click on ‘APC journey’ link below for my APC experience. It is based on my experience and opinion only. Please check with your Supervisor, Counsellor or local APC Doctor if in doubt.

contactless.barclay

2009-02-03T23:38:00.002Z

New Barclay ad. So cool! This is the extended version - a whole minute extra! Well, almost.

see.you.again!

2009-01-30T16:14:00.003Z

Have you ever felt that you wished you had done something when you had the chance to do so?

It was Robert's last day.

He was the very first Project Manager I worked with. He was a good and patient teacher, often provided opportunities for me to learn, brought me along to sites to see the project, to learn more about my project, to provide an understanding of the numbers - the value of my projecet.

We explored the realms of project commercial management. And no matter how busy Robert was, he often have time for me - whether it was work or just about life in general.

Our little outing to sites, provided many opportunities for us to get to know each other - our lives, families, background, etc.

Like how active he was with the Boys Brigade, or that he and his pal swapped a suit outside of a company for the same interview and then returned the suit back to Marks & Spencer.

How he meets his sister once a year in Aberdeen for Christmas shopping, presents wrapping, exchange and she onto the ferry back to Shetland, and he into the car back to Glasgow.

How he explained to my why houses in the UK has a name and how they are used, just like another member of the family.

How he is the first person who told me that it is possible for a car to have 'cleavage'.

When Robert left his role as Project Manager back to the contractor side as Quality manager, we don't speak as much as we used to. Much less when he moved desk to the bottom of the room.

We still chat. Often, I do make a point to make time to have a chat to catch up.

I'll not forget once Robert said a lot of good things about my work performance. It was great getting good feedback - but I wasn't sure did the alcohol played a part in it or not.

Whichever way, it seems so suddent that Robert was leaving for pastures new. I suppose for one who is a big fan of attention, he didn't make big announcements. That is the kind of humble man that he is.

Looking back to earlier today, I wished I had given Robert a hug, rahter than a handshake.

A hug for being a good listener, the misunderstanding we had about 'red' and 'rape'.

A hug for being a patient teacher, and more importantly a friend.

Robert didn't have a farewell party / drinks or provided cakes to widen our already wide waistlines, instead he was really kind to make a donation to Water Aid for the amount he would have spent as a parting gift.

I thought that was more meaningful.

Although I did say what I wanted to say, my wishes and thanks to him; I wished I did get hiim a farewell / good luck card.

I wished I had given him my contact details.

But the industry is not as large as we imagine, so I'm sure we will cross paths again.

In the meantime, Robert, good luck and thanks for all the great times we had, for being a patient teacher who is generous in your time and knowledge. More importantly, thanks for being a great friend.

All the best, you'll be surely missed!

UK.recession

2009-01-23T19:38:00.004Z

"UK is now officially in recession"

The newscaster announced, as if it is a good thing.

Bah!

BBC: UK in Recession.

heinz.deli.mayo

2009-01-23T00:59:00.001Z

I know. I love my ads and I've been watching some or wanting to blog some for a while.

So here is one by Heinz, their new deli mayo ad. I think it is quite nice. Although it is a bit wrong. Just a bit...

grow.grow.grow.

2009-01-21T21:32:00.001Z

Really cute Royal Mail ad. Very smart.

you.gotta.fall.when.you.gotta

2009-01-21T13:53:00.002Z

Brighter days are coming soon.

Well, at least it was much brighter this morning. But it was really cold and icy.

Luckily I wasn't running late. It's so icy that even if you want to run, you don't dare to.

The roads and pavements were not gritted. I think nobody expected it to be so icy.

Unfortuntately, this morning, yours truly had to slip and fall just after crossing a very busy main road. I haven't even step on the pavement yet, and fell on my right knee. I quickly got up and kept walking, don't even dare look at the cars in a queue behind me. At least, they were on the other side and there was no cars on my side of the road.

How embarrassing! Luckily there wasn't anything else on show since I was wearing a skirt.

But, man was it painful!

I suppose, if you are going to fall, you just have to fall.

Oh well... Nice day today but not going to be nice weather from tomorrow onwards.

Come on drier days!

the.time.of.change.has.come

2009-01-20T19:46:00.005Z

Today is the day the world will change.

This is the day, where the first African-American President of the United States of America takes office (or taken office by this time).

Today, a Barack H Obama created history.

All eyes will be on President Obama. All his electoral promises will be kept in close scrutiny as President Obama fulfill those promises one by one.

The fact that what seemed impossible in the past, just shows that nothing is impossible.

This is an encouragement to all, that we can do what we want as long as we believe, stay focused and pour determintation into our goals, then all things are possible.

And as the man himself said,
'if you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress'.

This is definitely a great message of hope in grim times like this.

I do hope that the inauguration of President Obama will not only change history as him being the first black President of the United States of America, but also this change will improve the economy and world peace.

We shall just have to wait with much anticipation.

The first black man in the white house.

President Barack Obama.

Who would have thought?

Congratulations President Obama!

i.passed.i.passed.i.passed!!

2009-01-19T17:38:00.005Z

I passed my driving test today! *beams*

*More beams*

Yes, you can imagine my joy.

Interestingly enough, besides the initially beaming, it just seemed... normal.

I’m not trying to be ungrateful, unemotional. I guess it is just me.

Meaning, it’s not much fun celebrating it alone, does it?

But, the amazing TOH will be taking us out for dinner to celebrate this weekend. And it is double celebration - me being a qualified driver and us, eighteen months together.

Back to my driving test...

Yes, I was nervous.

I had to remind myself not to think so much of the past, not to overanalyse all the things I should and should not do.

Heck, I have at least 10 years driving experience! But all this getting back to basics has really waver my confidence.

Luckily I did some driving when I was back in KL. In fact, a lot of driving. I’m not complaining, as it did make a significant difference.

I was really lucky today.

When I was going to work this morning, it was wet, grey and miserable. All I could think of is ‘I hope it will be dry and brighter’ and ‘no stress this morning’. I even had camomile tea for good measure!

Thankfully, by test time, it was dry, bright and I even caught some sunlight in my eyes.

Even luckier is that it snowed an hour after I reached home. Of which, if either rain or snow during my test would have meant I will need to reschedule my test!

Also, I had a really good examiner. He was kind, friendly and helpful. Put me at ease, especially the usual pressure you put on yourself to pass. He passed on good advice. Bless the man!

Bear in mind, I’m sure all of them are really nice.

Anyways...

I took longer than I should on the reverse parking. But I did it!

I received a minor point for speeding. Interestingly enough, my instructor always had to shout out for me to ‘ACCELERATE!’. When I realised to correct, it was a little too late. But I did it!

Whatever it was, I’m just so glad to have passed my exams!

One thing for sure, I won’t miss forking out lots of money to pay for my own lessons and tests. Where I learn it must have been not easy for mom to pay for the three of us to obtain our driving license in the past.

Thanks so much mom! xx

I know for sure I will miss my driving instructor, Jenny.

I remember the first time we met, she kinda barked at all my mistakes.

I suppose it was just me, not wanting to accept that I can be improved, that I’m that bad.

That evening and many evenings, I learnt a lot - not only about proper driving but also the many pointers that work the same for life too.

And as time passed by, Jenny did only what any nurturing teacher would do, wanting the best for their students.

And for that I’m always grateful. And her friendship as well.

So whilst I wait for the driving license to come through the post, I’ll just have to smile proudly and broadly at my Practical Driving Test Pass Certificate!

*beams!*

unbox.the.box

2009-01-15T21:43:00.001Z

Ad with cute line animation transforming a box.

Oh yes, and it has a really good tune: 'Take Me Riding'.

so.called.scottish.poetry

2009-01-09T14:40:00.003Z

See how much of it can you understand?

Wee man fae Dundee:
There wis a wee man fae Dundee
Got stung on the leg wi a wasp
When said did it hurt
He said no really
It can dae it again if it likes

To a mouse:
Hickory dickory dock
A coo run up the clock
The clock collapsed

To a coo:
On yonder hill there stands a coo
Its no there noo
It must have shifted

Have a good weekend!

normality

2009-01-08T11:32:00.007Z

Saw SM off this morning at the airport. So that is the lot all away home now.

This is it, the sign of life back or getting back to normal.

In some ways I don’t want life back to normal. I don’t know how long more I have to wait until I see them again. But I’m really glad we all managed to meet up and spent Christmas and New Year together as a family. Hopefully we don't have to wait another eight years.

I’m sure all of us gained weight. I know I did. What with the food in Malaysia and then the eating over the seasonal holidays plus the bumming around at home. It’s not rocket science that we put on weight.

But hey ho, January is the month of diet, or when everyone consciously moan about going on a diet.

I’ll start mine next week. You heard it here. I will need to lose 10kg by end of the year. So let’s see if I manage to shift 5kg by mid year.

It was great having a busy flat for a month, even though there had been quite a bit of compromising.

I do hope to see the gang soon. In the meantime, I will enjoy what remains of those yummy Reese’s Mini Peanut Cups (so so bad I tell ya!) and I have SM’s note for the memories.

And mind you, that note is really bad as all I had today were cravings of all sorts of food!

Diet? What Diet?!

grim.grim.grim

2009-01-05T12:56:00.004Z

Before the end of 2008, at least five retail companies have announced that they were going into administration.

The high street old timer, Woolworths will close all of their stores after 99 years on close of play Tuesday, 6th January 2009.

I’m sure each one of us have been into a Woolies at one point or another in our lives – browsing, games / toys, sweets and chocolates, home ware, gardening items, Christmas, etc.

I was at their store just before Christmas, and a wave of sadness come over me. Although I don’t frequent Woolies as often as some, it is really sad to see a business of 99 years to just wrap up and go. The shelves bare from bargain hunters, the soul of the store just sucked all out.

The closure of 807 stores see the lost of 27,000 jobs.

Others who called in the administrator include:
Adams: Children / baby fashion
USC: Fashion
MFI: Furniture
Whittard: Tea and coffee shop
Zavvi: Music and games
The Officer’s Club: Fashion

A variety of businesses from other industries has also called in the administrators.

And today, the prestigious Waterford Wedgwood, china and ceramics firm, has announced that they are going into administration. This means that 10 companies within the group will go bust.

The Pound is really weak. With the Euros almost one to one with the Pounds.

On the high street, sales started before Christmas, traditionally saved for after Boxing Day.

Perhaps the only company enjoying this difficult time are the administrators.

Hopefully this will all end soon. We just need a miracle.

first.day.of.work.2009

2009-01-05T12:20:00.003Z

I’ve been struggling since morning. *Yawn yawn*.

Thankfully, I managed to get up and be at work around 8am, half an hour earlier than usual. But I had been yawning since I get in and all I feel is just lethargy.

Now, a bit of headache.

Psychological? Maybe.

Laziness? Definitely!

I know I know... I should be thankful.

I did get to work in one piece and safely. No train delays for me compared to some.

And more importantly, I have a job to go to. The grim economy and job market news throughout the holidays haven’t been at all encouraging.

So yes, I should be thankful for everything.

There's even the lovely blue sky out there, even though it is seriously cold.

Anyways, to those of you, like me has just got back to work, hang in there, it’s not long till home time.

we.did.it!

2009-01-03T10:52:00.007Z

Yes, indeed we did it!

What? You say?

We completed sixty 40-minutes episodes of the Chinese series - The Drive of Life!!!

Probably in record time. At least, in our record time.

Interestingly, the series made so many references that you can learn a lot of things in life from manufacturing, to business, to even a pair of shoes!

Anyways, we spent nights watching episodes after episodes of the series just trying to complete it before mom and SA return to Malaysia.

I admit that it is not everyone's cup of tea and there can be so many other better stuff to do. Instead the main thing here is that we did it all together. Us crazy bunch of people.

I've done ten episodes (on Marriage of Inconvenience) on my own, and it is waaaaaaay more fun doing it with others.

We had a common goal.

Of course, the living room became a temporary sleeping ground. At one point there wasn't a reason to clear the temporary 'beds'.

Having to watch each CD (ten 40-minutes episodes), there were six CDs altogther in this series, from the night before until 7am the next day is not an easy feat.

In the end, it was a different way of spending time together. Now, we just have to find a super long series for our next family meet.

Thanks for the company y'all! xxx

happy.hogmanay.2009

2008-12-31T23:33:00.008Z

AULD LANG SYNE
by Mairi Campbell and Dave Franci

Should auld acquaintance be forgot
And never brought tae mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
For auld lang syne?

For auld lang syne, my deor
For auld lang syne
We'll tak a cup o kindness yet
For auld lang syne!

And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp
And surely I'll be mine
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet
For auld lang syne!

We twa hae run aboot the braes
And pou'd the gowans fine
And we've wander'd monie a weary fit
Sin auld lang syne

We twa hae paidl'd in the burn
Frae morning sun till dine
But the seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne

For auld lang syne, my deor
For auld lang syne
We'll tak a cup o kindness yet
For auld lang syne!

HAPPY HOGMANAY 2009!!!

song.and.dance

2008-12-31T15:01:00.003Z

The year end holiday season holiday has provided the perfect opportunity for us to watch two wonderful performances in the city of Glasgow.

*****

On Christmas Eve, the gang trooped to Theatre Royal for The Scottish Ballet's clever interpretation of Sleeping Beauty.

I enjoyed the ballet performance. The dancers were extremely graceful, the costumes were amazingly colourful, and the story was enchanting. Even the male dancers were really good.

Contrary to many who thinks that men who dance ballet are camp and gay. The men were strong and yet graceful, not overly macho or clumsy... except for one scene. It was the scene where the Prince and the Bluebird were dancing. It was quite a shocker and so wrong.

Nonetheless, it was just amazing! I'm so glad we went to watch it.

*****

Yesterday evening, we went to see Joseph and The Amazing Technicolour Dreamcoat at the Clyde Auditorium (a.k.a Glasgow's Amardillo).

It was another great performance, colourful and catchy songs. The costumes were not as elaborate as Sleeping Beauty but cleverly written and sung. Prolly it is one of the few performances which has more male casts compared to female (there were only five).

There were quite few good looking men. The ladies were really good dancers as well.

Craig Chalmers who played Joseph had the blondest blonde hair and whitest teeth, too white in fact. Tara Bethan who played the narrator can sing really high soprano notes. However, her overly energetic aerobic-resque dancing can get quite annoying at some point, especially when she danced at the highest step of the stage.

There were plenty of legs to see too (goodness I sound like a bloke!). Eve Marchant's legs went on forever - so envious. And there was one female dancer that sadly danced like she has the fits (mean! mean!).

All in all, everyone had great voice, even the little kids who were the Joseph Choir had so angelic voices.

*****

I'm so looking forward to next years event!

culling.part.one

2008-12-25T23:45:00.003Z

It was 3649 text.
Last night.
Currently.
I'm down to ~~3355~~ 3354.
Bring it on!

merry.christmas.2008

2008-12-25T11:05:00.000Z

Have a blessed Christmas everyone!

o.holy.night

2008-12-25T00:08:00.003Z

O HOLY NIGHT by Josh Groban

O Holy night, the stars are brightly shining.
It is the night of our dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining,
Till he appeared and the soul felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh hear the angel voices!
Oh night divine! Oh night when Christ was born!
Oh night divine! Oh night! Oh night divine!

Chains shall he break for the slave is our brother,
and in his name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we;
Let all within us praise his holy name.
Christ is the lord, that ever, ever praise we.
Noel! Noel! Oh night; oh night divine!
Noel! Noel! Oh night; oh night divine!
Noel! Noel! Oh night; oh night divine!

christmas.isn't.christmas

2008-12-24T22:57:00.006Z

CHRISTMAS ISN'T CHRISTMAS
By Jon and Joy

Christmas isn't Christmas
Til it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas
Really Christmas for you

oh.come.all.ye.faithful

2008-12-23T00:47:00.005Z

OH COME ALL YE FAITHFUL by Faith Hill

Oh, come, all ye faithful, joyful and triumphant
Oh, come ye, oh, come ye to Bethlehem
Come and behold Him, born the King of angels

Oh, come, let us adore Him, oh, come, let us adore Him
Oh come, let us adore Him, Christ the Lord
Sing, choirs of angels, sing in exultation
Oh, sing, all ye citizens of heav’n above!

Glory to God, all glory in the highest
Yea, Lord, we greet Thee, born this happy morning
Jesus, to Thee be all glory giv’n
Word of the Father, now in flesh appearing

Oh, come, let us adore Him, oh, come, let us adore Him
Oh come, let us adore Him, Christ the Lord
Oh come, let us adore Him, Christ the Lord

fairy.tale.of.new.york

2008-12-21T01:05:00.006Z

It's almost Christmas and I thought why not share with you a few of my favourite Christmas songs. Starting with my all time favourite...

FAIRY TALE OF NEW YORK
by The Pogues Feat. Kirsty MacColl

It was Christmas Eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, won't see another one
And then he sang a song
The Rare Old Mountain Dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
I've got a feeling
This year's for me and you
So happy Christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

They've got cars big as bars
They've got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
It's no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold Christmas Eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

You were handsome
You were pretty
Queen of New York City
When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing "Galway Bay"
And the bells were ringing out
For Christmas day

You're a bum
You're a punk
You're an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy Christmas your arse
I pray God it's our last

I could have been someone
Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
When I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Can't make it all alone
I've built my dreams around you