h-a-t-e

I hate my overactive mind!

Its not even using all the energy thinking about things that are useful!

'HATE' is a big word in my family. I remember my mom telling us off for saying the word - as if it is a vulgar, swear word. I can understand she doesn't want us to express negatively. We can say 'we don't like it' but not 'hate'.

Anyways...

I hate my overactive mind!

I hate it when I spend so much time and energy thinking useless things - that may not even happened. This is because most of the time the overactive mind 'helps' me think biazzare and possibly impossible things - things that are unnecessary and would not happened, possibly never! Which all equals to 'negativity'!

Heck, this is what you get when you are 'creative'. Ha!

I hate it when after all these unnecessary thinking I feel so drained and nothing achieved. Only a tired mind and a miserable feeling!

I hate when it makes me stress! Stress of nothing actually. Funny, eh?

I don't understand why I can habour such a feeling? Why WHY WwwwWWhhhHhhhyyyYYYyyyy???

Goodness!

Best hate poem (my favourite actually):

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate it so much it makes me sick,

it evens make me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worst when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all

Sigh, makes me want to watch '10 Things I Hate About You'.

Whoever who come up with the poem is probably quite so clever. I actually feel much calmer now...